checking OUT

I am so tired
tired, tired, tired
exhausted and tired
tired and exhausted
I don't know anymore

so t i r ed of l i v i n g

some people say,
I am scared of life
I am running away
I am checking OUT
I cry and I laugh
and unconsciously live
I walk today, tomorrow I sleep
I am tired, so tired
tired and exhausted
ready to go to another world
love is futile except a mother's love
life is easy yet we make it hard
harder than it is suppose to be

I am so t i r e of of l i f e

I am checking OUT
I take pills from this and that
blue, red, yellow, white
any colour would do now
it doesn't matter
what matters is the end
just so close and yet so far
now I just wait
I am checking OUT
The vodka helps
to numb the pain
it goes down easy
I feel nothing but a burning
down my throat
it feels good
I am so tired
tired, tired, tired
exhausted and tired
tired and exhausted
I don't know anymore

so t i r ed of l i v i n g

some people say
I am scared of life
I am running away

I AM
checking OUT