It hurts

It hurts

deep inside in my head

I cannot sleep thinking about the hurt

the tears that roll down my cheeks

the serenity of another night

It hurts

so much I can't even think

I feel nothing for there is nothing to feel

but so much to experience

in life

It hurts

like nothing else, the pain is so deep

that I sometimes feel almost incomplete

like a hurricane that takes everything in its path

leaving only sorrow but mostly pain

It hurts

far or near by it is not good enough

I cry in the middle of the street

wondering how I got here

when did I get here or how and why?

It hurts

just thinking about it

I wanted it to be truth

but alas it isn't what I thought it would be

and now all I do is cry

I cry in my heart and soul

my head pounds with pain

and my heart slowly melts away

it hurts

but I most go on

there is

nothing

left

of

me

only

hurt