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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

It is TIME

It is time to let go and leave the past behind
it is time to move forward
it is time to look ahead to the future not too far away
tomorrow will be another day
today is the time to release
to release the sadness, the hurt, clear the tears away, mend the heart
it is time of release
as if nothing ever happened...perhaps not so
it is time
to begin to heal and take all of it in and learn
all the sadness has been cried
all of the self anger has been let go
it is time to move on
it was a wonderful time in life
the time has arrived and acceptance has set in
it is time
in life some things do not mean to be
some people do not mean to be in our lives
for we deserve so much more
this is only a path being carved
in the trail of life
it is time to take life by the heart as always
and make our own way
the way that will lead us to places never gone before
where surprises awaits us and life lives
it is time for happiness to return
to a heart broken into pieces by our own doing
it is time
to get back into the game of life

Recycling Bin

It was in life, now it is in the recycling bin
waiting to be taken to some final destination
God knows where it will end up, the landfill perhaps
who knows if anyone will pick it up
it is only known that it has been beaten pretty bad
it was rinse prior to use, it was used again, now time to be discarded
the memories will remain and the good times the same
but for now it will remain in the recycling bin till someone picks it up.
someone said 'hurt is just part of life' some will disagree whole heartedly
in life one person hurts another, physically, emotionally, verbally
who decided that hurt was part of life?
is this a standard practice now? if so, why?
so to avoid more hurt, it has been toss in the recycling bin
there it will remain, it will gather dust, and maybe love too
who knows where it will end up, perhaps in your kitchen counter again
or in your bedroom as a lamp shade or a silky linen for warm on your bed
you might drink from it again or just simply forget it existed
who know, it is now in the recycling bin.
The sun will shine as always in our minds, if not physically
the Moon will shine at night after we say good night
the flowers will bloom regardless of the weather
it will rain after summer's passed, but love will remain
for now it will remain in the recycling bin for anyone's use
it might become a tissue to clear the tears away
it could turn into a quilt to remind us of all the good times, and bad ones too
it is for now in the recycling bin
Tomorrow might be another day, who knows what will happen then
but for now all i think about is today and all the hurt inside
'hurt is just part of life', someone said but I digress
for no one should hurt another being even if for love
such is life that now is all in the recycling bin for anyone's reuse
we have come full circle, we have become recyclers of love
i guess better in the bin than in the landfill


Monday, April 27, 2009

life goes on...

it is broken again
it was prod, stabbed and stabbed again
the wounds run deep but they will heal
slowly as always and then emotions will run again
freely as they have all this time
it has been broken for some time maybe
but now it lays shattered
amidst the other broken pieces
they will slightly be put back together
like a puzzle in disarray
it is what it is, i suppose
now a friendship will flourish
and flowers will bloom with delicate petals
that will give once again the sweetness to the air
it will feed with sugar friendly bees
and will fill with love anyone's heart
its aromas will delight those who nourish it
it will bring happiness to everyone's life
no matter the circumstances
life goes on and so do i


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Weekend Girl

A girl that loves with her heart
she loves as if in desperation but not
she loves and wants but cannot discriminate
she feels deeply, she loves completely
but she does not want to be the weekend girl
she travels distances never traveled
smells the flowers of spring blooming in the sun
splashes her feet in the rain and loves it all
she is the weekend girl
she gives everything there is to give
for she knows no different than to give it all
she opens her mind, her soul
and mostly her heart
she has become the weekend girl
it was fun for a while
but the thoughts started creeping in her mind
she thinks, dreams, loves
she feels completely incomplete
specially when she is the weekend girl
she dances to the rythms of the sun
and writes under the moonlight
she washes her sorrows under the rain
and dries herself with the northern winds
she is the weekend girl
she is rich in her own right
she lives passionately and fully
she lives with no regrets
but loves with all her heart
and gets hurts instantly all the time
she has become the weekend girl
A girl that loves with her heart
she loves as if in desperation but not
she loves and wants but cannot discriminate
she feels deeply, she loves completely
but she is just the weekend girl
she dances to the music in her head
her hips sway from side to side ever so softly
like a summer breeze
her full lips moved delicately when she speaks
and engulf her smile of brightness and shine
she is the weekend girl
Tomorrow will be different she tells herself
she wants to be the IT girl
but she must wait her turn
for there might be a spot for her
in this life she walks alone
where all she hears is "next!"
she is the weekend girl

Love today

You have expectations and dreams
desires, longings, wants and needs
you are also scared to fall in love
so scare you hide behind a curtain
the curtain of the unknown
yet, you refuse to let go of your heart
to open that door that has remained close
you are afraid to get your heart broken and get hurt
I understand you fears and doubts
I know you do not want to open that door
but slide it just a little bit and you might be able to see
see the sun that shines behind it
you will be able to see and feel the wind at your back
feel the breeze of the ocean in your face
smell the flowers of Spring, the aromas of Winter
see the colours of Autumn and fall in love in Summer
Stop hiding and be brave, let go
be open to the possibilities of the future
let yourself be love and love infinitely
let yourself go beyond and explore
explore the unknown even with your fears
stop hiding behind the curtain of excuses
the excuses that have blinded your heart and invaded your mind
your are set on your own ways, you have forgotten to live
You have expectations and dreams
desires, longings, wants, and needs
you are also scared to fall in love
so scared you hide behind a curtain
the curtain of the unknown
yet, you refuse to let go of your heart

open up your heart and your life
let love come in freely and fill you with joy
enjoy the moment and forget about the future
live, love, and make love today
tomorrow might never come, love today



Friday, April 17, 2009

It hurts

It hurts
deep inside in my head
I cannot sleep thinking about the hurt
the tears that roll down my cheeks
the serenity of another night
It hurts
so much I can't even think
I feel nothing for there is nothing to feel
but so much to experience
in life
It hurts
like nothing else, the pain is so deep
that I sometimes feel almost incomplete
like a hurricane that takes everything in its path
leaving only sorrow but mostly pain
It hurts
far or near by it is not good enough
I cry in the middle of the street
wondering how I got here
when did I get here or how and why?
It hurts
just thinking about it
I wanted it to be truth
but alas it isn't what I thought it would be
and now all I do is cry
I cry in my heart and soul
my head pounds with pain
and my heart slowly melts away
it hurts
but I most go on
there is
nothing
left
of
me
only
hurt

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Love Recipe

Main Ingredients:
4 cups of love
10 spoonfuls of sweetness
2Spoonfuls of Loyalty
3 Cups of forgiveness
1 cup of friendship
5 spoonfuls of hope
2 spoons of tenderness
1 barrel of laughter
Instructions:
In the bowl of life preferable stainless steel put Love, Loyalty and mix well with Faith. Next add tenderness, kindness, understanding, and sweetness. Garnish with friendship and hope, sprinkle with tons of happiness and finally add laughter. Put in the oven and bake with sun rays, do not even let it cool down but serve with generosity and sprinkle with some dark chocolate. This cake goes well with a drink of hockey, vino tinto, football, or hot chocolate. It can be serve under the moonlight on the beach or candle lights. If you really like this cake you would feel an instant desire to dance the night away.This low calorie recipe will give you energy during a hike, rock climb, swim, bike ride, or any outdoor activity that you engaged in.
However, you most be open minded and reach for the sky and beyond.

Open your heart, taste the sweetness, smoothness and moisture of this great love recipe.
Be open to the adventure, dig in into your heart it will be melted
Taste the depths of its intrinsic ways
Love it with passion
Savour it with all your senses

Monday, April 13, 2009

Every Minute

We want to know each others deep secrets
what there is in our minds, but we don't know
we may think we do but we do not
we want something really bad and get it
we loved it all and we have answers
but are the answers what we need or is it just a curtain
a veil to conceal what we really feel and know
We think we know what the truth is
what remains hidden in your mind
but your eyes betray you
the kiss says more than what you want
your caress shows that you care
your hugs show the affection you want to give
Do I give you anything at all?
I know am giving you all of me for there is nothing less that I can give
do you believe it? can you feel it?
My actions, reactions and words are all over the map
even I know, I know so much I confuse myself
you probably are confused too
I do not mean to be confusing but mean anything I say
everything I say it is everything I feel
everything I feel is everything that is in my soul
in my mind, in my head, in my heart
forgive me if I confused you
it is not my intent
but the one thing I know is
that I mean every minute I spend with you
This is a road I have not travelled in some time
for now I am loving the scenery, the breeze of the water in my face
My actions, reactions, feelings, and words are all over the map
even I know, I know so much I confused myself
or perhaps I do not know as much I seem to think
I do not mean to be confusing but mean anything I say
everything it is everything I feel
everything I feel is everything that is in my soul
in my mind, in my head, in my heart
and that is all that I know
but one thing I really know for sure is
that I mean every minute I spend with you
but for now let us enjoy the loving scenery
the breeze of the water in our faces
and every touch, caress, kiss, gaze of every minute we spend
together or far apart
every minute of our lives
for short that it may be

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Amiga

Amiga del alma
amiga del corazón porqué te vas tan lejos de mi
nos separan millones de millas y oceanos infinitos
mares que no se pueden cruzar en simples distancias
barreras que no se pueden romper, tan solo en el corazón
te extraño todo los dias aún cuando estas cerca de mi
te admiro por todo lo que haces en esta vida
aun cuando no te puedes ayudar tu sola
Amiga del alma
Qué te has hecho? En dónde estas? Porqué he has ido?
Me has dejado sola y sin defensas
amiga del alma deseo encontrarte
Porqué te escondes?
Dejame verte aunque sea por un instante
un decimo de segundo para verte en lo profundo
dame tu mano y dejame acariciar tu piel tan suave
tan suave como de terciopelo, o tul, o seda es tan suave no se que es
deseo encontrarte, no te encondas
dejame disfrutarte y amarte profundamente
con el alma, con el corazón, con al vida
no te encondas
Amiga del alma
ven conmido, caminemos juntas, tu y yo
agarradas de la mano como chiquillas jovenes
riéndonos juntas y sin límites
con toda la libertad del mundo
Amiga felicidad
ven conmigo y llena mi vida de ti
revalzala de esa emoción
y caminos juntas agarradas de la mano
por el resto de nuestras vidas
Amiga del alma
amiga del corazón porqué te vas tan lejos de mi
nos separan millones de millas y oceanos infinitos
mares que no se pueden cruzar en simples distancias
barreras que no se pueden romper, tan solo en el corazón
Amiga ven conmigo

Abuelo

Hey there grandpa
how are you? I have not seen you in a long time
Oh! I remember now, you are gone
but I still see you in my dreams
you make me smile and you make me cry
I miss you, you know
sleeping in your arms in mid-afternoon
I miss the smell of your clothes
your hugs, your kisses, your love
mostly, I miss you.
You left me so young, yet,
I love you still with the same intensity of yesterday
with the same strength of all those times ago
the times we spend together playing games
laughing, sleeping, eating, watching TV
I miss you so much
I know you have been gone for a very long time
just wanted to tell you, I love you still
and miss you even more

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Scared

I know the possibilities are endless
it is an unknown and infinite number
there are millions of words I could say
but somehow I am scared to say them all
I would like to open my heart and let it fly
let it really take off and soar around the world
I want to let it get out of this cage that has remained
but the key has been put in a dark place
it is easy to find but hard to reach
it has been lock within another key
that only freedom will be able to release
Are you scared?
I am too of the millions of thoughts that go through my head,
the million of feelings and butterflies that fly within me
I am so scared, I want this to be a dream, a nightmare even
nothing could be worse
but to awaken and see the reality of this beast?
it could be the end of the beginning or the beginning of the end
The more time I spend with you, it scares me
because my feelings change every time I see you
it is so much fun to spend time with you
listening to your stories, seeing you smile and laugh
I am scared of all these feelings inside
I want to be free with you
but I am scared and perhaps you are too
There are some words I would like to say
but not just yet till I am sure
words that you might like to hear or not
I am totally scared just thinking about these words
and even more scared to know what you think

Monday, April 6, 2009

we hoped

we saw the clouds together along the water
we explore the greenery
enjoyed the sun along the way
laughed, talked about past and potential loves
we hinted subtleties to each other and hoped
i explored in your sentences what you thought
you explored with hinted questions my thoughts
and we hoped
we were honest or as honest as we could be
in your arms i slept, it felt good, i felt so safe
you smelt and caressed my hair and held me so close
it felt so natural and i loved it all
deep inside I know that you and i still hoped
all was good and i loved it all

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

things I never say

There are things I think about but never say
when I see you a millions thoughts come to mind
but I cannot say to you what they are
for I do not know you well to tell them
I look into your eyes and I see mystery
then I look to your lips and I see your smile
it makes me smile but I feel desire too
a desire to kiss your soft and delicate lips
I like your hair too, it is nice and soft
it seems to be at least from where I can see
I wish to run my fingers through it
while you close your eyes enjoying with pleasure
you are witty too and I like that
because I am witty and can relate
it is fun to think about joking together
laughing about each other and the rest of our friends
making them laugh and waiting for a good come-back
you voice is so soft but manly at the same time
it gives me goosebumps even when I only hear it for a second
and I wish I could hear more and closer to my ear
ah, I don't see that happening any time soon but who knows
there are the things that I think but never say
the things I think about you even in my dreams
I wish you were with me but alas you are not
but in my dreams you are
one day perhaps, I will say the things I never say